Very often I contemplate,
About life and all things under the sun,
Strange thoughts come sometimes,
Ineffable but unwanted more.
Dare I spoke those words out to people,
“What do you think you’re saying?”
“Why do you think about such things?”
Even when in pain,
You say you’re okay.
Not for them to not worry,
But to console yourself you say.
That if you’re problems are expressed,
It’ll cause more pain to others,
Than the problem can itself to you.
All the thoughts, fears and pains,
Conceal them for now,
One day will come as such,
You’ll be able to say all that,